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Monday, October 17, 2005
spent a few hrs last night studyin... (wait wait... what studying? ended up playin wheel)...
ya la kp. did so little. nvm nvm.
the shittiest was having to endure only one frantic hour of sleep. ohwell i had a wonderful dream so ya lol i guess tts worth it.
haven't had wonderful dreams in a long time.
today was the official LAST day of school... gawd FINALLY!!!
had no classes - spent the entire day at the hall: "Para-Liturgy" they call it. Well its just some ceremony and ya all the blah blah yadayada stuff...
pretty much like story telling on a bigger scale? or izzit? lol seemed like it.
had a pretty senseless feeling though... (i have no idea what i just typed)
okay im goin mad.
maybe i'll just take this opportunity to blog bout the four years in SJI.
let's start off with 208/2003. Today we had to write down four names of four people who influenced your life most. and asking around Ben Tay, Calvin, Changkee, Jason - they did put Mrs. Fong down. Quite a form tutor... definitely show her a lot of respect. I'm sure the rest of the 208 guys have the same feeling about this subject. Well it was a good two years - topped off with us winning the Inter-Class Championship. well i must say the friendship made there definitely lasted to quite some extent as the six of us who made it to 406 are always together talking, chatting etc... have many more stories but summing up - definitely a very good experience.
406/2005? ha. interesting to say the least. maybe coz the experiences are fresh in my head. the class with the sportsmen, the class that produced a world champ. the class that has so many prefects + PSFs, and not to forget one of the loudest classes around.
andrew kept reminding me "do you feel lyk crying?" today. as bad as it may be, i gave him a direct reply - "no".
hmmm i read a friend's blog recently, and on it she said something which made a lot of sense.
to rephase in mi own context - well i do like my class and school... but the feeling just isn't as strong. of coz there are experiences that i enjoy, things that i'll remember, but there isn't a connection in between the physical and the mental. so of coz i do enjoy it, but not in the context of "i'm gonna miss it forever" kind.
definitely many of my schoolmates will beg to differ... looking at their msn nicks', friendster ttmls and blogs, well it only goes to show they have a very strong connection and feeling with the school. in other words - they love it.
i can't feel it though.
why am i taking the last day of school to talk about this? shldn't this be a day where everyone commemorates, celebrates and dine in joy?
well i've never really liked my school - yup things are just as simple as that.
on another note - the bowling team has always been there to enrich my schooling life and to give me a lofty goal to work at.
the graduating bowlers! yoyo we rawk! lol... yupyup!
"so you think you are some kind of superstar?"
will miss the times we trained... the times we bowled... the times of competition... the times where we fought together with a common goal...
the heartbreak at failures... the laughter at successes... the times where we looked at each other in despair when things seem to be on the losing end... and also the times when a solid strike leads to a fist-pumping and high-5s being exchanged... all are times that will definitely be etched at the back of my head for some time to come.
wad an entry. love me - hate me.
thank you to all who have played a role in shaping the school life that i have led. especially to all those who have been there to listen to my nagging and rambling when im down and out, and also to those who have stood by through everything else.
its been a long four years. and an eventful one as well.
張開手 起飛 讓年輕無極限
挑戰一切 飛越更多空間才能體驗
不害怕改變 不一定往前追
停住時間 享受這一分鐘 我深深的體會
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