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Saturday, July 02, 2005
feeling so helpless - some things are just no longer in my control...
12th july
my heart will thump every moment
and by then...
if it still doesn't come...
my heart will sink
and i will know that it will need much more work to get to where i want...
maybe things r just not meant to be that simple...
okay so marian has received her letter... this afternoon when she opened her letterbox...
n when i checked mine - empty...
maybe i just have too high hopes...
but i must once again say i have made up my mind n will try my very best to go there no matter wad... please dont let the rjc thing pop up again coz itz juz plain irritating and i dont regret anything (i repeat - ANYTHING)
prays-*
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7/02/2005 09:59:00 PM
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