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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
hmmm just visited a number of blogs...
became rather reflective... wonder why?
school was stressful today... to say the least - very stressful...
i wonder why this is actually affecting me... for such a long time i haven't even let it bother me but well this is wierd...
maybe its coz of the friendship that has developed... but at this moment im still wondering whether its only developed on the surface or it has gone deep down...
yeah guys im appealing to u all... just don't do it... not at this time... bad timing... well not that it should be done anyways... but especially not now...
please dont drag others into this... yeah i dont feel good... i hope u guyz can understand...
hmmm school is stressing up...
i wonder if i have the passion that i did in sec 2... final years... well it was quite magical then... that i actually had such determination... but it has died off... but i know... i just know... this is not permanent... and the change will come...
and im gonna try as hard as i can to make sure the time is now.
well to think i thought school work was gonna be the only thing that troubles me... well that obviously isn't the case...
matters of the heart? haha... sounds so corny...
okay its not what u guys think k... itz juz hmmm yeah itz not wad u guyz would most likely think...
but well itz a little troubling...
hmmm i wonder if the little teenage things are coming back... i rmb clearly sec 2 year... i had the "teenage syndrome"... the time of your life where u just think everything goes against you...
okay i must make sure this does not happen.
YEW LIANG!!! WAKE UP!!!
okay i must!!! I MUST!!!
i suddenly felt very lucky to be in this world... WAHBABAHWAH!!! okay gonna go jam on mi piano!!!
*Open up your palm and look at it. You have the power to change. The question: Are you up to it?*
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