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Monday, March 01, 2004
ok... where to start... yeah... school... din't start dat badly... first day at main gates... did crossing... quite not bad... den go to class... got back E Maths and chem... the two subjects i expected to get A1... and let's juz put it in one word... SCREWED... got 32 / 50 for E Maths... 34.5 / 50 for Chem... all i can sae iz veri careless... which means i'm totally in a pool of shit for TA1... i mean... mi A Maths, Physics... oh man... dead... 2158... i rather be in the 18 stages of hell... (ok... maybe i rather not)... aiya... wad can i do now... PRAY HARD...
Den had P.T.... oh man... i screwed the team up... not dat i wanted to... i mean... dey were no different dan usual... slacking... but dis time... the whole school waz looking on... the track team, rugby team, hockey team... so i called them over and talked and talked and talked... yeah... and i walked out... dey were so stunned... u should have seen their faces man... mouths wide open STUNNED...
Den went bowling... but waz so tired... and at the start screwed up... but after last few games did quite well... two 200s... two 190s... one 175... and mi first game waz... well... dun tok bout it... den waz super tired... den slept a while... juz did a bit of mi king of castle test tomolo... now doing 2158 hw... basically praying veri hard dat i wun screw up other tests...
OK... one last thing... dunno whether its rite for mi to sae dis... ok last nite... i have dis gd fren of mine... she had this BF... quite a few months back... but did not succeed... den all dese months, she keeps saying she wants to forget him... and last nite... she told mi dat it was still unsucessful... this gets mi to wonder... why do we... as 14 year olds... keep our mind all over these kinda stuff rather dan what is well... (if you look at the long term) more important for us... our studies... I noe to dose who oppose dis kinda thinking... i understand... because its hard to settle down into real studying with all the peer pressure and all... but relli... sit down and think... izzit right for us to have a relationship now? if you look around... 95 out of 100 teenager (below 16) relationships end up in disaster... and why? Because we are still not ready for this... and the conditions in society do not allow for it...
I'm sure most people have a dream to fulfil... a goal to reach... a target to hit... most people have different ambitions... i know sum frens who wanna be pilots, engineers, psychologists, doctors etc. I wanna be an entrepreneur, and i know the conditions and circumstances required to fulfil this dream... that is why i have promised myself... i will not be involved in any relationships until I'm 17, which would be my JC years, or to the very least, after my 'O's... this allows me to go full steam with my studies...which at this stage is very important to me...
So to all those out there... crying over lost love... don't despair... there's still time to think... but don't take too long... until you reach the age... where regret won't cure any pain...
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