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Friday, March 19, 2004
today was bowlingmania... wake up so early in the morning to go yishun for training... den went victor's for team bonding... then still played three games after dat... den went tuition... today bowl veri lousy... esp. at team bonding... but overall... got more confidence for nationals...
hope the gang had fun... dey went kbox... wanted to go... den still go watch movie after dat... so fun... too bad i couldn't be dere... sorree guyz... but needed to go training... but hope u guyz had fun... dun worry... i'll b dere next time...
yesterday blogged bout wad i felt bout... u noe wad... (if u dun... scroll down to read).... den syazwan read it and ask mi does dat mean i dun believe in love? well... mi answer... iz...
love is wad makes dis world go round... how could i not believe in it? but was juz saying dat... itz a very magical thing... one that people nowadays tend to get the wrong meaning of and therefore take for granted... actually waz thinking bout teenage relationships... why iz everione so bothered bout it??? realistically... shldn't we put our studies first??? i noe of pple hu flunk their grades and have to stay back in the same level of schooling... and a few weeks after dat... their relationship oso fails....izzit worth? definitely... NO...
i still can't help but think bout yesterday's rose story... so emotional... nv felt that way for such a long time liaoz... love has no boundaries... not even death separates them apart... last time saw dis show... on friendship.... which revolutionised into relationship... and it waz also veri touching... remembered... dis one i cried... it waz about dis grp of six friends... dey grew up together since young... got separated as they went to the city to find jobs... but through fate... met each other again... all six... and lived in the same house... so naturally... relationships formed... and it was so nice to see how especially strong the love was as it was cultivated through so many years... there was one part... where dis man... hu was at the peak of his performing career... collapsed and died... and den de main "narrator" of de story... another gurl of the six frens... said one line..."it was then that i realised that this would be the last time they would all be together" which was at the hospital... i relli cried den... to see de six of dem separate like dat... i noe i can't explain it relli well... but it was real real real touching... and de man... had a gf... also frm the six frens of course... and he had left a baby in her... and de ending part showed the baby named after him... and it was dunno which year since he had left the world... and it waz her bdae... and she waz watching a video wif him in it tokin to her... pre-recorded video... and there waz one every year for her bdae... aiya... i noe i explain not touching liaoz... go watch... very nice... chinese serial... veri long de... called ming yang si hai...
friendship evolving into relationship... dat shld b de ideal of everi relationship... at least to me lar... cause u shldn't juz see the girl at the bus stop chio den ask her for number den becum relationship... dats juz not relli the wae lar... i mean... u shld leave such stuff to fate... if u have the fate of being his/her fren... den yeah... maybe u have de fate to further it...
but dats juz my point of view... tokin bout frenship... recently... i guess two of my veri gd frens quarrelled... but i think it shld cool between both of them pretty fast... but juz dun understand how the hell dese two quarrell... i mean... dey have been frens for SO DAMN LONG... and dey are almost like bez frens liaoz... still dunno lar... but aniwaez i leave it to both of them to cool it...
my thoughts are still not clear... y ar? juz now sat down in the park and thought and thought... still not clear... hmmm... at least made improvement from yesterday... ok betta clear mi thoughts bfore nationals... den got mental edge... kk... cya tomolo!!!
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