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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
ok... today was masters... felt so relaxed man... they changed format dis year... bcum round robin system... so in the end... outta ten matches... won five... lost five... but cause sum games so damn swai... ( first game had four splits lorz)... so considering the kinda lousy pins i got... today quite a gd performance larhz... 183 avg... although ended up eighth... but can sae today was quite ok larhz...
more on today>>> arrived so damn early... den walked around blah blah... den dey call us go conference rm... den dey explain all de crap... den we go down bowl... first game wif aloy... each of us had four splits... so in the end... mi 158 can win him... crap... den second game... wif travis... sumhow mi n his game he muz bowl so well... so i lost... third game... (if u dun wanna read so much detail can go next paragraph)... third game wif hu arh??? oh yeah... de azri guy from swiss cottage... he bowl damn well larhz... wah lau... all solid pocket... so lost again... den fourth game wif bong... sumhow hit 211... so won... fifth game was with gerald yuen... whoa... dis one damn disappointing... he relli handed mi de game lorz... but i screwed it up in the last frame... juz needed to spare to win... den i missed!!! whoa kao... i juz stood at the lane stunned leh... damn... den went two lanes left to meet louis lye... den sumhow he so damn swai... all nine... den nine... den nine again... ha... so i sumhow damn lucky... 214... so won... den was richard foong... (oh shit... now i think richard foong was before louis lye.. aiya hack larhz)... den we were tied at the sixth frame... den i had split in the seventh... den he strike home (damn!!!)... so he won larhz... f man... den was stanley ong... whoa... dis game... i had to put on new skin patch... cause mi blister by now damn fking pain... den cause of dat relli couldn't bowl well... dis game screwed larhz... 148 (wtf???)... den gave him de game larhz... f man... den ninth game against wong han wei... gd game larhz... so sumhow won... ha... he had so mani opens... den last game against travis again... den by now travis so demoralized liaoz... so i won him... hmmm... looking at todays games... like no pressure lor... juz bowl... make sure hit head pin... den pick up spare can liaoz... totally so like any old how bowl...
nationals is over... de long awaited nationals is now over... i think i had a gd tournament... even without winning a single medal... but aniwaez... so i believe all the hard work put in was worth it in the end... now... i believe my game has gone up one whole level... still remember now... that two weeks before nationals... was bowling everiday... twice daily... remember how my hand almost cracked... but then... now... guess it was all worth it...
aniwaes... now after so much bowling... mi hand iz relli cracking... deres one blister forming on mi third finger... n dis one iz relli bad... itz skin over skin over skin... so mani new skins formed over each other... whoa... damn pain xia... today this was wad screwed mi game wif stanley ong... so now.... muz rest liaoz... den hope dis blister can recover soon... so... yayz... tomolo FINALLY returning to sch... sumhow... de only new hw i got iz 2158... so aniwaez... hope all de teachers will not screw mi... n den can catch up soon... so... bbyeiz...
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004
wow... dunno whether today swai or lucki lehz...
today was second day of quartets... mi first game kinda screwed... 165... de second game... if i sae it arhz... mi face no more arhz... mi third game was 189... overall got 167 avg i think... so today the games was screwed...
so damn crap... think waz to pressured that i wld drop outta top ten... den feel datz wad made mi screw up... den uncle ronnie came n tell mi dun bowl so hard... try to control mi shot... den tell mi to talk more to myself... den for the entire third game... juz sit at the back and keep saying that i cannot make a shot that i will regret... and itz now make or break... den relli concentrate veri hard... until the tenth frame... den took a breather... den realized i did not breathe (literally) for the entire game... " song le yi kou qi"... whoa... den so damn anxious to find out whether i was 10th or 11th... den had prize presentation.... still damn anxious... den after dat during photo taking... they announced the top ten... den when they announced the tenth position... i couldn't make out what they said... den tot i nv hear mi name means i'm outta top ten... den augus run to mi n tell mi i'm tenth... WHOA... i went MAD MAD MAD... crazy... run up to the counter and see the all events score... omg... i'm tenth!! whoa... jump back down to the lanes... went crazy lah basically...
aniwae... i dun relli think i will win masters... so kinda hack... think i'll get last tomolo... so i think juz get a respectable score tomolo can liaoz...
another day of sch missed... luckily these two days no hw at all... so no pile up.. *whew*... den tomolo missing sch again... i noe most of u out dere think i m damn lucky... but relli... i rather go sch at least one of these three days... can catch up with hw...
today was a veri eventful day... but dunno juz decided not to write about it... hack larhz... wanna sleep early today so tomolo wun b so tiring...
but wait... got one more thing needa write... we r overall second... nvm larhz... gd effort... esp. by de first team today... although not the bez in terms of results... but i guess dis tournament has been quite successful for the team... and yeah... that's cause for celebration!!!
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Monday, March 29, 2004
aiyoz... wad happened today???
so swai today... can't believe how much i screwed up... oh man... relli can cry man... mi first two games... cause ronnie sae muz shout n motivate yer team... so i kinda whacky... den screw up mi first two games... basically oso bcause shout too much nv concentrate... den last game luckily had one four bagger.... cover up for first two games... had overall 172 avg... but deres still tomolo... and tomolo will b better...
argghhh... but can't help but think bout today... i missed SO many spares... den oso so damn swai man... outta three games got 7 splits!!! how swai can i get man... aiyoz... damn... damn... den gerald yuen went mad and had one 256... wtf... aiyoz... so now acs i leading... wif their second team in second *f man*... den our star team iz third... but should have been first... dunno larh... dun wanna sae y... den... mi team iz sumhow in seventh... den darryl keep saying how if he bowled betta we wld b 3rd... aiyoz... darryl's gettin himself stressed up... he keeps thinking he pulls down the team... i mean... honestly... i dun relli care larhz... i oso dun relli expect to win medal... juz bowl well larhz...
ok... den today was so damn swai lorz... after dat sumhow i followed leonard.... ah liang... ronald and glenn to seletar to bowl... which wasn't much help since the lanes dere wasn't anything like victors... plus i nv warm up... so hand damn pain... so scores were like *f*... ;)
aiya... wadeva it iz shld have cum mi house bowl... den after dat still can do hw... but den pian pian i so stupid muz run to seletar to join in the fun... and so sian lorz... they played cs which is quite boring to me cause i dun relli play dis kinda games... den de main point iz de lane so suck...
ok... dun have to go sch again tomolo... kinda wishing i went... so hw no pile up... but den now... got pile up... damn... n surds iz so damn diffy... gonna die man... aiya.... muz relli go finish mi hw... bb...
we died... resurrected... but probably went too high up dat we fell with such a *thud*... but we will rise again...
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Sunday, March 28, 2004
ahhhh... crazy... i m getting crazy over all dis bowling pressure...
ooooo... but m i cracking? NO...
ok... tomolo's first day of quartets.... hope hope hope...
nitez...
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3/28/2004 10:21:00 PM
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Friday, March 26, 2004
today... went sch... bombarded wif two tests and realized dere waz so much hw... but datz not de prob... i juz cldn't concentrate on lessons... all i could think about waz bowling... bowling... bowling... bowling... bowling... bowling...
think i getting too excited... muz relli cool miself down... datz y i sae itz a mental game...
today went victor's to watch aes bowl... but onli see last game... hu carez.... aniwaez... louis lye do quite well larh... den saw de score board... i jumped up to third in all events!!! but now pressure... muz maintain... wait ... musn't think too much... den i n darryl r fourth in doubles!!! so cool... den we r OVERALL FIRST!!!... omg... so shiok... didn't expect dis lorz... but hu carez... we "fan bai wei sheng!!!" but musn't b too complacent... muz get down to earth... and relli focus and concentrate...
hmmm... thank god quartet over two days... can control mi nerves a bit... but tuesday i think if i go sch... will day dream like crazy...
juz chatted wif darryl... he sae... we getting track suits!!! yeah... at least we won sumthing... ha ha... shiok... so now happi liaoz...
ok... relli gotta calm down... think i going to the pool side tonight to relax dere... de weather's so cool... ok... gtg...
STAY FOCUSED...
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Thursday, March 25, 2004
today was doubles day... can't believe how excited i was... i even went to victor's like 2 n a half hours ahead of schedule... just to go to marina superbowl to warm-up wif augustine n joel... but i relli was veri excited... and juz had dat feeling that mi nerves would overtake mi ability... but... (save this part for later... read on)
i think aloy and travis... got second... yeah... WE ROSE FROM THE DEAD... and i n Darryl could have won... if only... aiya... i hit 193 avg... den darryl first two games got screwed... dats y he onli 172 avg... but nvm... we overall 182.5, which means we r in either fifth or sixth... which is quite gd lar... i dun blame him... cause i oso didn't expect a medal... juz wanted to do well... den quartets will b de day we shine...
today SJI did rather well... for individuals, travis got 202 avg. then i waz next i think wif 193... bong got 185... den waz aloy wif 180... so dat makes de top four... most pple improved lar... darryl, augus, eddy... so quite happi today... i believe we closed the gap between us n acs (i)... so we have chance to overtake them... "fan bai wei sheng"... hopefully quartets can take two outta top three placings... muz help to inspire mi team... n now de pressure's on... muz maintain mi score... so can make masters... i m relli relli veri scared... but muz stay calm... dun think too much... i believe i onli needa hit 176 avg. for quartet's six games to get overall 185 avg... den can get top ten... aiyo... now de onli thing to do is pray hard... n relli concentrate...
more on today's games... first game... mi worst game... 169... damn crap... shld b 200++... got five consecutive solid pocket... den all de pins fly... except for one pin which stay dere and shake shake... for all five shots!!! wtf... so damn fking... but luckily sparing waz quite alright... got so many pin 10s n 7s, den in de end missed one pin 7... n today sparing waz shiok... that pin 7 waz de onli single pin i missed spare... then the other games quite avg... 199, den 187, 178, 226 n den 195... de last two games... bowled same lane as marc ong... wif gerald yuen and stanley ong on de other lane... so scary... saw stanley ong keep staring at mi n mi scores... wondering hu de hell i m i guess... den it waz oso like de contest of de spinners... n judging by de scores... i believe i won... haha... de unknown spinner... ha ha... dis iz crap...
aniwaez... got hw pile up... den got soooo mani tests to study... so pray hard that tomolo can at least pass chem n maths test... den oso can sumhow finish all de hw... ok... bb...
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
By the words of Eddy Ho: SJI died on Tuesday... but we will resurrect on Thursday...
wad can i sae... but agree totally... yeah... i noe i din't die... but even if i do well... de sch will get nowhere... so muz... pray that everione does well tomolo... can close de gap between us and ACS(i) and sumhow win them next week...
ok... confirmed that i got sixth for singles... i think bong oso got top ten... den i tink aloy shld b got top 15... den hoyun wld make de last guy by getting 25th... travis i think will cum back... think he at 28th like dat... den hope eddy oso can bounce back... den if the present top four got tripped and fall, sumone elz can back up...
den... tomolo's doubles... pairing up with darryl... noe we got chance... but dun wanna think too much... den not going sch!!! shiok...ha ha... onli players... de rez needa go... so soreee... but nvm.... wanna go finish hw... den go sleep liaoz...
WE WILL RISE FROM THE DEAD...
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004
hmmm... dunno whether to b happy or not...
today nationals... day 1... singles... i bowled 206... 18+... 170... 166... 19+ n 200... got 187 avg. quite alright lar... had a few pin 7 n pin 10 misses... but dats all... other dan dat... not too many mistakes... so overall... alright lar... although i juz noe i could have hit a 19+ avg... if not for mi carelessnes...
aniwaez... the other bowlers all screwed up... aloy onli got 180 avg... den travis got 167 avg. i think... den bong got 179 avg... while eddy got... aiya... betta not sae... so damn screwed...somehow acs (i) won again... stanley ong... den second shld b louis lye lar... third think iz wong han wei... think mi avg. got mi into sixth spot... well at least that's wad everione saes... so have to maintain... lets sae itz now a mental game... full concentration iz de key to maintaining dis form... ok... now dun think too much...
gotta go mug...
bb...
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Monday, March 22, 2004
woo hoo!!! today waz so damn stupid... de psfs are relli having post-convention blues... dey relli miss convention man... kept tokin bout it... hmmm... den today had one of the longest assembly in history... though i wasn't part of it... waz booking pple at the canteen.... but wadeva it waz... i think de bell ring liaoz den dey were singing national anthem... ha ha... den lawrence house needa go grange rd to cheer tomolo... thank god i dun have to go (great thing bout nationals xia)... but mi fellow house mates ha ha... gotta suffer...
today i kept thinking bout nothing but nationals!!! if darryl sees dis he'll kill mi for getting over-excited... n i thought i waz... but i juz realized that i wasn't... juz having a positive mood... confidence now quite high... juz now hit 192 avg. for six games... plus two 200s... YIPEEE.... woo hoo...
dun wanna tok too much... needa go do hw... or elz... got pile up... esp. dat stupid 2158...
ITZ TOMOLO!!!!
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
wow... how screwed can i get... i haven't even finished half of my holiday assignments, rushing through them now... was so distracted during this hols, like now lar... still using com when i shld b mugging through mi hw... wad the hell???
ok... let mi list out the stuff that i have yet to complete.... a maths, e maths, history, chem article, phy, plus deres chinese test tomolo!!! wtf... dead... srewed.. yet... look on the bright side...
this week and de next iz BOWLING NATIONALS... and lets say mi confidence is riding on a high now... YIPEE... guys wish mi luck... just now was bowling my 'C' game, and still hit clean game... so damn happy... had two clean outta six games!!! and one of them was damn crap... started off wif 9-spare, then strike... den 9-spare... den strike... ALL THE WAY... till the end!!! 200 exactly!!! so farnie... was laughing like crazy... but still hit... so happy!!!
ok... i'm riding now... hopefully can avoid scolding frm teachers for mi hol hw tomolo!!!... signing off!!!
2 days left...
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Saturday, March 20, 2004
today iz de first day in like dunno weeks since i nv go bowling at all.... usually wld even go twice or thrice a day... today... wanted to go... but mi mum made me run all de way to mi grandmum house... so hack lar... to troublesome to go home and take ball...
so today waz STARTING on my hol hw...A maths... all i can sae iz... shit... i m dead... so damn difficult... see liaoz relli wanna die... aniwaez... gonna b mugging like crazy... den had plans to go soccer wif de gang but den all of dem give excuses... got ingrown toenails.... got aiya... loads of excuses from dem... but aniwaez... we planning to go tomolo i guess...
today taiwan elections... crazy... so damn exciting... in the end... chen shui bian onli won by 0.2 %... which was 50.1% to lian song's 49.9%... relli crazy....can't imagine wad kinda street riots will follow man...
aniwaez... today syazwan introduced mi to dis site... actually itz a forum... so i went to take a look... dere waz so mani posts... and i wanted to post mine... but in the end.... it alreadi had too mani dat the webmaster blocked it... aniwaez... i will give mi comments below... but bfore u guyz read mi 2 cents worth... go visit the site first... click here ...
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wow.... can't believe how angry i waz when i saw dat... can't believe dere are so self centered pple in dis world hu think studies mean everithing.... omg... wtf... and dey can call SJI a neighbourhood sch... wad a joke.... crazy... relli crazy... and dey all think gd grades = more money... and dey take being a CEO as being successful... dun dey realize everione has different dreams??? and pple have different priorities and targets in life.... and once dey hit dat... dey are successful...
and wads so bad about a neighbourhood sch??? iz River Valley high a neighbourhood sch? Nan Hua? Bukit Panjang Govt High??? aren't their studies equally as gd as de so called "elite" or independent schs??? dun dey realize dat most pple hu study in RI and RGS or dose "better" schs cum frm neighbourhood pri schs? and den does studying in a neighbourhood sch mean dat u r stupid? and dat u can't succeed in life?
I m frm SJI... and so wad? i have one bunch or gang of relli gd frens... and most of dem r frm neighbourhood schs... so i dun understand y dose Raffles pple or HC pple hu posted in the forum sae dat pple from "top" schs can't mix wif pple from neighbourhood schs... i can't believe dis... and let's put it dis way... i waz so fed up until i tld miself... mi son or daughter iz nv ever going to one of dose schs.... and i vow to nv let them go to dis kinda sch... serious... to think dese "top" schs create dis kinda pple.... wad de f...
too angry to sae anithing more... or elz... blogger wld cum running after mi saeing mi blog too long and too vulgar... dat pple protest and it oso made dem run outta memory...
muz cool down... nationals ... three days away... and going bowling tomolo too.... but mi number one priority to settle tonight.... iz hol hw... gonna stay up until i finish mi maths...
3 days...
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Friday, March 19, 2004
today was bowlingmania... wake up so early in the morning to go yishun for training... den went victor's for team bonding... then still played three games after dat... den went tuition... today bowl veri lousy... esp. at team bonding... but overall... got more confidence for nationals...
hope the gang had fun... dey went kbox... wanted to go... den still go watch movie after dat... so fun... too bad i couldn't be dere... sorree guyz... but needed to go training... but hope u guyz had fun... dun worry... i'll b dere next time...
yesterday blogged bout wad i felt bout... u noe wad... (if u dun... scroll down to read).... den syazwan read it and ask mi does dat mean i dun believe in love? well... mi answer... iz...
love is wad makes dis world go round... how could i not believe in it? but was juz saying dat... itz a very magical thing... one that people nowadays tend to get the wrong meaning of and therefore take for granted... actually waz thinking bout teenage relationships... why iz everione so bothered bout it??? realistically... shldn't we put our studies first??? i noe of pple hu flunk their grades and have to stay back in the same level of schooling... and a few weeks after dat... their relationship oso fails....izzit worth? definitely... NO...
i still can't help but think bout yesterday's rose story... so emotional... nv felt that way for such a long time liaoz... love has no boundaries... not even death separates them apart... last time saw dis show... on friendship.... which revolutionised into relationship... and it waz also veri touching... remembered... dis one i cried... it waz about dis grp of six friends... dey grew up together since young... got separated as they went to the city to find jobs... but through fate... met each other again... all six... and lived in the same house... so naturally... relationships formed... and it was so nice to see how especially strong the love was as it was cultivated through so many years... there was one part... where dis man... hu was at the peak of his performing career... collapsed and died... and den de main "narrator" of de story... another gurl of the six frens... said one line..."it was then that i realised that this would be the last time they would all be together" which was at the hospital... i relli cried den... to see de six of dem separate like dat... i noe i can't explain it relli well... but it was real real real touching... and de man... had a gf... also frm the six frens of course... and he had left a baby in her... and de ending part showed the baby named after him... and it was dunno which year since he had left the world... and it waz her bdae... and she waz watching a video wif him in it tokin to her... pre-recorded video... and there waz one every year for her bdae... aiya... i noe i explain not touching liaoz... go watch... very nice... chinese serial... veri long de... called ming yang si hai...
friendship evolving into relationship... dat shld b de ideal of everi relationship... at least to me lar... cause u shldn't juz see the girl at the bus stop chio den ask her for number den becum relationship... dats juz not relli the wae lar... i mean... u shld leave such stuff to fate... if u have the fate of being his/her fren... den yeah... maybe u have de fate to further it...
but dats juz my point of view... tokin bout frenship... recently... i guess two of my veri gd frens quarrelled... but i think it shld cool between both of them pretty fast... but juz dun understand how the hell dese two quarrell... i mean... dey have been frens for SO DAMN LONG... and dey are almost like bez frens liaoz... still dunno lar... but aniwaez i leave it to both of them to cool it...
my thoughts are still not clear... y ar? juz now sat down in the park and thought and thought... still not clear... hmmm... at least made improvement from yesterday... ok betta clear mi thoughts bfore nationals... den got mental edge... kk... cya tomolo!!!
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
today went to work... till evening... earned bout thirty bucks... fair enuff lar... but damn tiring... and hand aching like crazy... was painting like mad... den hand felt like breaking...
came back... so tired... wanted to sleep... but came online den saw one thing which almost made me cry.... (later tell u guyz wad it is)... den ate... watch tv... blah blah... den went bowling... which at the start waz so sucky... den towards the end bowl damn shiok... had one four bag... and got mi confidence back!!! YipEEE~!
so i was reading dis story... and was so touching... almost cried... actually had tears in my eyes... take a look>>>
The Red Rose
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.
A year went by, and it was to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?
"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.
There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here,
that's the card that should be sent to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.
Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
Or if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.
Please...try to find happiness, while living out
your days. I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt
To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him.
and place the roses where we are, together once again.
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh until you
can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there
really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that there really is
an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.
This is the sacred RED ROSE.
>>> see wad i mean??? r u crying rite now?
Love is so magical... but then it has come to such a day where people take it for granted... and think that the prettiest gurl in the classroom next door and dreaming about her all day means love...
love has many definitions, but one is for sure... its when nothing seperates both of you... no matter what...
evn death cannot do the both of you apart... just like in the story... >>> in other words... love has no boundaries...
Last week.... there was this boy who committed suicide as his school found out he was involved in a relationship with another girl... and the school asked him to break up... what a pity... dunno whether i shld put my two cents worth into this... ok... i will... i mean... no offence... but as we can all see... about 9 outta 10 teenage relationships often end in disaster... (this one ended in tragedy)... and even if the guy had not committed suicide, most likely...(most likely)... it would have been one of the nine... and he would have just gotten on with his life... that's why itz such a pity that this had to happen...
hmmm.... my thoughts aren't clear now... i guess i shall continue tomorrow after i think about this tonight... aniwaez... tomolo got lotsa bowling... so sayonara...
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004
today waz super super sianz... relli sianz... and broke too... woke up... so damn early... den tried to read mi chem article... den fell asleep again... so din't do it... haiz... my homework iz screwed...
reached victor's at 2.30... bowled one game... yeah.... one miserable game... den gave away TWO cathay bowl vouchers to hong liang as payment for mi game... which cost only $1.50... initially gave one... den he tore it... wtf... den i gave him de other one... damn...
had sparring wif RI... which of course... we won... well... honestly... (no offence)... dey suck lar... easily won... three outta three... i think same wif de other teams... but bowl damn lousy... 17+, 17+. 15+... damn suck... and waz forcing mi ball like mad... looked like an idiot bowling... but hu carez... got hit mi target can liaoz.... (although i din't relli hit mi target for all shots)
den spent so much money on on stupid chicken chop rice... which initially was nice... but after a while... kinda sucked... so oily... so lost four bucks dere... den went home in taxi wif hong liang... lost five bucks dere... damn wasted... shldn't have wasted dose money... cause mi holiday no pocket money!!!
but nvm... goin work tomolo... can get back a couple of bucks... so can cover up a bit... but den needa spend a bit on cassandra's bday prezzie... dunno wad to get her... aiya... let sonny decide... den still needa bowl everiday... so i will have to eat into my savings again.... sianz...
ok... gotta work harder tomolo... den can earn more....
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Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Today waz sortta fun... though i din't relli enjoy it though... cause dunno lar... aiya... woke up damn early to book bowling which i managed to get de lanes at 2-4, den after dat ran to de bball court near sonny's house to play bball and soccer... we kana thrashed in bball cause well de other team all so damn pro... den during soccer we won lar... dats our passion wad... den after dat... went sonny house to play com... den renn and kai left... den wait... when we were still at the court... daoist called to sae she cannot go bowl... wdf... so i went to cancel... *wdf*... den yeah... den after dat den we went to sonny's house... den i decided no matter wad i still wanted to go bowl... so i sae i wanna go bp plaza bowl... den taoist called... sae she can at 2... *wdf*... so i went to get mi ball... den met her at 2 at lot 1 mac... den ate... den went plaza to bowl... whoa... i muz sae... taoist damn pro man... she iz juz damn pro... such a waste she din't take up bowling... somehow... after taking that roll of expensive tape from me... she hit spare-strike-spare... whoa.... i think her final score 11sumthing... when i have to admit... it should have been much higher... possibly 13++??? den i bowled three games... not too bad... not too good... 183-175-183... but hack lar... on wooden lanes... got confidence liaoz...
den went bowl at mi house at nite oso... damn lousy de score... 16++ avg. onli... sianz... but sumhow i worked out mi final release liaoz... been debating in mi mind which release to use... and i got de final answer today... de safest, and most promising, and most cautious way...
but dere have been two things that have been troubling mi... one i'm still confused... but de other one i'm sure... n i'm gonna blog bout it... but wifout revealing identities and all... yeah...
haiz... deres dis gd fren of mine... haiz... dunno leh... he sudden change in character leh... dunno y... suddenly becum veri de like as if de whole world evolves around him... and like... wen we wanna play soccer he pian pian muz wanna play bball... den alwais like muz b de spoiler... everione can sui bian... he pian pian muz have it his way... den still can scold others... by using vulgarities... he takes it as such an everiday word now... when no one elz cursing or using dose language... everi line he saez muz have it... dunno y lar... sudden change... i believe most pple can feel it... juz dat no one dares to sae it... cause itz such a sudden change... so sudden until even i cannot believe it... but i think i will go and be de one to tell him... when de time iz right... but i m sumhow pretty sure it will b dis week...
i have a feeling i revealed his identity... nvm... aniwaez he wld find out sooner or later... now itz dat second issue dat i waz still confused about...
but i have to keep my mood up... pple hu see dis plz make sure i dun get infected by dis... cause now i realize mi biggest problem to mi bowling badly iz because of mi mood... or elz i can easily hit a 19+ avg... i muz not think of anithing when i bowl... juz hitting de head pin.... and subsequently picking up de spare... dats all... but nvm... i believed i am quite prepared... 90% to be exact... for de nationals... and all i can sae now iz BRING IT ON!!!
tomolo going out wif de barbie gang and ang... hope to have a great time... before i rush for training...
6 days... BRING IT ON!!!
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Monday, March 15, 2004
Today... woke up... den came online... den sonny ask mi go play bball... so went bball... den went his house play a while of com...
Den went sch challenge... damn crap... crapiest competition i have ever been to...
went dere... tot no one waz dere... den dey were all dere liaoz... den saw kenneth teo bowling for RJ... how i wish he waz in SJI... can win man... but aniwaez... den waited for mi squad... which waz after his squad...
supposed to start at 3.30, den we went down to lanes... started a bit late... no one cared... den we realized de oiling... OH MI GOD!!! SUPER SUPER DUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER SUPER DUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER SUPER DUPER OILY!!!!! crazy... i think dey heavy oil 60 ft. man... everione had to go straight...even augustine, and de ACS(i) team of crankers.... ALL STRAIGHT... saw gerald yeo's ball rev so much still go ALL THE WAY straight!!! crazy... so my ball oso no backup... den bowl kinda straight ball...
mi first game waz shiok... hookers cannot bowl at all wad... so i think i hit de highest game of de whole squad... 180... itz not dat high of course... considering de lousy Fking lanes... but ok lah... since de lane so lousy... den after dat... dey make one stupid announcement dat changed mi whole day frm gd to bad...
"can all bowlers kindly stop yer bowling... there has been a maintenence fault, and we this series will not be counted" WAD DE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dey delete de whole damn shit scores!!!! cause i think dey nv suck up de oil at the end... so dey realized hookers cannot hook at all... so dey re oil de whole thing.... not relli re oil... cause wad dey needed to do waz suck up the oil... and cause machine not working... den dey use cloth!!! stupid... most stupidest thing i have ever seen... but dey dun realize dat that iz not relli a solution.... as sure got oil marks left dere one... so... in de end, when we started off... de lane waz still de same for the hookers... although got a little snap at de back... but for mi!!! wad de hell.... so damn fking patchy... tot going straight... den next frame... back up like crazy!!! so i waz pretty screwed lah... mi worst series in like... Ever??? no lah... damn bad... dun wanna sae mi scores... haiz...
but in the end... sumhow... we got 10th and got throphies!!!! yeah.... one more to mi collection.... guess i will b participating in victor's bowler of the month... next month... wish mi luck...
and i think goin soccer tomolo in de morning.... den in afternoon goin bowling i think... and sumhow... daoist iz goin... hope itz fun tomolo...
ok... wanna go surf liaoz... nitez...
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Sunday, March 14, 2004
Tomorrow, the week of bowling hell will start... i will be bowling like a mad... mad... mad... idiot...
Den... i'll be broke... broke... dead broke...
But does that matter to me?
No
Cause... this is what i've been working on... i screwed my TA1 results because of this...
So i will complete the hard work that i have put into this...
Pray Hard...
Tomorrow's the start of the week...
School's challenge
I might still go bowling before that...
Pray Hard...
Everyone huz reading this... wish mi luck...
Cause i dunno how to get my homework done...
So may the force be with mi...
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Saturday, March 13, 2004
hmmm... today did sum hw... den went for ptm duty... which was very tiring... and then went for lunch at three sumthing... then went home to sleep... so today.... basically... dat waz it...
"holidays" are here... and let's sae i will b concentrating mainly on mi bowling... gonna bowl like twice or thrice daily... den... dunno how to finish up my homework... so aniwaez... i'll b putting mi priority on bowling...
holidays... barbie gang... dunno wads gonna happen... lets put it dis way... sonny... make or break... we'll noe soon in one week i guess... i relli dunno wad to sae... to think it could get to dis... hmmm... eight years in the making??? haiz... been thinking bout dis a lot... so sonny... if yer reading dis... de fate of dis iz resting in yer hands... get the job done well k?
aniwaez... i took some test juz now... here are the results... dunno whether accurate anot??? but hu carez... take a look...
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Friday, March 12, 2004
today... LAWRENCE WON THE HOUSE CHEERING COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somehow we won lah... without much props and all... den still won all de rez of de houses who used so much props... esp. marcian... had one dunno itz alligator or croc or dragon or dinosaur mascot, and everione needa buy the shirts, so much money wasted... and onli get third... ha... their prob... end up... michael wif all their balloons got last.. sorry man eddy... den fintan... was quite good... and used a lotta gloves and all dat... veri loud... but somehow lost to us and got second...
other than dat... everithing went bad... real bad... de physics lesson waz screwed... i think mi motion topic iz screwed... dun understand plus got such a crap teacher... omg... die... den had to do two compos... for eng and chinese... and of course nv finish and den needa pass up tomolo during ptm... haiz... den go de stupid tan eng hong hw... which oso needa pass up tomolo... AIYO... dunno how... where got time
relli WHERE GOT TIME!!! todae waz super busy... after sch straightaway kana screwed by jerry and eddy for our daily duties... haiz... dunno y we do so badly leh... but then wadeva it iz... i tot swim carnival and heats and ortega cup waz veri well done lorz... den after dat straightaway rush to training and den after training straightaway rush to tuition... den got big headache... so during training bowl so shit.... waz juz staring at the lane and bowling and not relli concentrating... dun wanna tok bout scores man... so shit...
haiz... dunno y dis week waz so tiring... can't help it man... juz now relli felt like fainting... in fact... i wanted to faint... so i could juz take a few days off... luckily (or maybe too bad) it did not happen... aniwaez... dat wld hav affected mi sch challenge... which i wanna play... hope can do well and not pull mi team down... den tomolo got ptm duty.... tot can sleep until damn late... haiz... den needa finish homework... SIANZ... but dis week... i nv felt so tired... at tuition... waz so lethargic... nv felt that way before... aiya...now... guess have to make full use of dis one week "break" (SO MUCH HW)... and get some rest and make sure the black circles round mi eyes disappear...
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
ok... started the day doing duty... which i slacked off as jason let mi go study mi 2158 test... den... first period... 2158... bloody mussolini... dunno y today lsl so kind, give us so much time to do the test... but then... i screwed up the part on socialists strikes... den onli write 3 pages... damn... den maths lesson tan eng hong xia lan mi like damn shit like dat... wads her prob man... haiz... she relli damn wad leh... den after sch... went to pay de lawrence practice a visit... den i think we have chance to win seriously... we'll see tomolo lah... den after dat went bowling wif yuan zu, lionel, n ben (tay)... den... bowl... quite alright lah... 18... den 17... but not veri gd oso... missed a few heads... sianz... den at night... oso went to bowl... quite screwed... 186, 202, 157, 175, 148, 201... damn screwed... onli 178 avg... sianz... de two low games oso damn swai... and i relli mean damn swai... at least 5 or 6 times, the pins move instead of falling down... got one time... got two pins move... so crap leh.... but made one shiok split... 4-6-10... shiok man... dunno how i made it... when the pins went down... waz stunned dere... wad de crap???
wadeva it is... tomolo training starting late - SIANZ... and got hw to complete... so byeiz...
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
now i am veri veri veri veri veri veri (X infinite) tired... woke up so early to watch man u match... bloddy hell dat idiotic porto.. dun dey noe dey r TYCO??? wad the heck 90th minute score??? SUPER TYCO!!!... to think i woke up so early to support man u and dis is de kinda result dey give mi... wad de heck???
hmmm... today was a wierd wierd wierd wierd wierd wierd wierd wierd ( X infinite) day... basically... nothing happpened in school... yeah... first lesson by dat Lai (did i spell correctly?) guy who took over sirhan... shldn't b so critical cause its his first lesson, but kinda sux... couldn't hear wad he was saying... den never explain the experiment at all den ask us to do liaoz... n we all naturally couldn't finish and stay back during recess and that was 3/4 of our recess gone!!! den P.E had fun at the gym... yeah...
den... the important time came... TRAINING!!! announcement of the teams... actually i wasn't all dat excited as i already had inside info to the teams... haiz... and hong liang waz smart to noe dat dose hu i informed to go for schools challenge would not be in the team... hmmm... den glenn started to get all sad and all during training... pulled him over... den tok to him for a while... tell him concentrate on his game and not think too much bout the teams... den made mi veri sad too while bowling... see pple hu deserve to be in the team not be in the team... haiz... but sumhow.... amid all dat sadness... bowled pretty well... first game... 192... second game...199... third game didn't manage to finish, onli played till 5th frame, but den... hit spare in first frame den four bagger... so practically guaranteed 200++... dunno why bowled so well... but not happi... strike so much still walk bad sad sad... den de whole team look at mi... i mean... i alwais veri de noisy one... den dis is veri de out of de ordinary... mi sitting dere quiet quiet... *melancholic*... (learn from MOV last year)... but relli... i dunno why... i feel bad for hong liang and glenn... cause dey relli deserve to be in the team...
aniwaez... was sent to team II... quite alright lah cause dis is mi target... and grouped wif augustine, darryl and leonard... same team as last year!!! hooray!!! got de 'mo qi' dere alreadi... yeah!!! but dunno whether dere will b a change in doubles partner??? aniwaez... dat doesn't relli matter... cause in the end... we wanna win quartet like we did last year!!! yeah!!! great team!!!.... n we bowling school challenge together too!!! perfect warm up to nationals!!!
ok... dunno whether to be happi cause i made it into team II, or to be sad cause glenn and hong liang relli deserved to be in the team and were left out... haiz... ok... guess i'll b neutral... and got 2158 mussolini test tomolo which i am fully fully NOT prepared... DIE!!! ok... nothing much... still got lotsa homework to do... damn... haiz.. ok... blog another time...
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
damn swai today... firstly... had bad hair day... all thanks to the rain... haiz... den after dat... in sch kept wanting to sleep... haiz... den after that... going home time... missed mi bus stop... had to walk home... haiz... den wanted to go bowl... den de lanes spoil... need servicing... haiz... den relli wanna go bowl... haiz... sianz... wad can i do now??? guess i will sleep to 'da fa' mi time...
den... tomolo goin training... hope it doesn't rain... esp. in de morning where i have to carry all mi shit stuff and equipment.... n de worst part is dat i WILL NOE DE TRUTH TOMOLO!!! oh man... damn scary... am i in team 2 or 3??? well... at least i noe i m in de team liaoz... THANK GOD!!! so pray hard... and pray even harder dat i can get the teammates i wan... hmmm... wun comment further!!!
ok... so itz so sian now... n i have nothing to do... deres nothing to eat at home... except stuff dat will make mi sick... so now i only can play minesweeper flags wif sonny... haiz... damn bo liao rite???
i still relli wanna bowl...
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Monday, March 08, 2004
so routine todae... i mean... daily life... tan eng hong taught functions... which as usual i did not understand... but sumhow managed to do the hw... den blah blah... sianz todae... blah blah... even more sianz... so dunno wad to blog about... den blah blah...
rained whole day... p.t cancelled... got back social studies paper (yet another B)... been getting so many Bs for TA... 6 outta 8... den all thanks to 2158... pull down everithing... aniwaez... veri sian... got more hw to do... but now cause weather so shiok... think wanna go sleep a while... byeiz...
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
Only Lonely - S.H.E
Dalalala 说的容易 才不容易
Dalalala 谁说容易 我才容易
都怪我话不太会说 不能逗你开心
但你也有点小题大做
一个人Shopping就觉得寂寞
别人都在恋爱 You're only lonely
那你说我该怎么办 You're only lonely
(Rap)求求你 睁开眼睛 看看这个世界
又不是全部 都一对一对 我们 心地善良
又有品味 又没犯罪 又没偷窃
健康检查 完全OK 打开皮夹 ya卡又一堆
只不过是 没有人陪 太多人追又太会拒绝
何必因为一点寂寞就要跟谁道歉毁失礼
怪别人太没有眼光 有点不太营养
算了吧 我发誓我无法抗拒 忧郁竟让你更有魅力
全世界都在恋爱 You're only lonely
那你说我该怎么办 You're only lonely
(Rap)不要再说lonely 因为你是One and only
打发时间 其实很Easy 来一点嘻哈 让心情变得Sunny
天天轰趴 流连网咖 会不会太Crazy 打起精神 不要变Lazy
我做你的 你做我的Baby Yes my lady
都怪我话不太会说 不能逗你开心
不要再这样小题大做 一个人Sleeping是有点寂寞
别人都在恋爱 You're only lonely
那你说我该怎么办 You're only lonely
(Rap)喔 喔 这个世界 美丽世界 有点寂寞
才有点缀 花花世界 爱的世界 你的寂寞 总有边界
如果真的很Sad 写个简讯请你按个Sand
我保证立刻出现 把你臭骂一顿 让你甘愿
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nice song...
aniwaez... hmmm...... find it so wierd... now tokin to yd and parrot on the x issue... hmmm... find it so depressing... eight years in the making... and i mean... after eight years... we are still so confused bout where dis friendship iz heading???
haiz... so depressing... and it makes everione affected by dis... aiya... dis seems like one of mi onli unhappi posts... alwais hack everithing one... dis time... i relli can't help but b involved as... i mean.... i can't stay out of a friendship dat has dated back till 1996 rite???
aiya... yd seemed veri surprised when he found out hu x waz... n i find it difficult to explain dis situation... let's see.... when face to face... x iz juz as normal... cheerful... den when... not face to face... whether itz by fone... by online... by ani other means... it juz isn't de same... act like as if we're total strangers... haiz... so wierd... aiyaz... i dunno lah... n sum pple r asking mi when to act... i mean... of course i wanna act now... i am anxious to noe de results... but den... being impatient will only result in worse stuff... and i believe rite now.... itz already bad enuff... it muz not get worse
aiya... i needa think summore i guess....
aniwae... hope u guyz like dis song... i relli adore it...
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
wad a bad day... i mean... how can i put it??? bad... bad... bad... maybe worse??
ok... morning woke up... blah blah... kept wanting to go bowl... but made no action to do so... den... after dat... went for lunch... blah blah... went back to mi tuition centre as i had left sumthing dere last nite... den blah blah... went mi grandmum's house... blah blah... did a bit of chem dere... blah blah... den while eating dinner... sumthing bad happened...
one sms came in... opened it... waz frm one person... let's call him anonymous... aniwaez... so anonymous smsed in and den... wait background history first... he had gotten a new colour fone... last month... and den he asked mi gprs how much... den i saed bout half a cent pr kb... which is for mi plan and i guess for most pple's plans... if dey go by de amount of memory... den i believe he got a bit addicted to it.... and downloaded a lot... i mean... by the second dae... it waz already... like double the amount i use per month...
so... he smsed in to sae bout his bill coming in and den kept using the F word... den sae wad exceed by $16 and his parents scold him etc... den blame mi for it... wait... de exact words he used was 'u got mi into trouble' n 'ni hai chan le wo'... haiz... den dunno how to sae back... i mean... i dunno relli wad to sae and... i mean... i waz relli kinda stunned dere... shocked... i mean... dis friendship between anonymous n i has gone a long way and till now... he's still getting angry at mi over such a small matter... ($16 for a friendship iz veri cheap)... i mean i noe he has a bad and quick temper... but dat shldn't b de excuse for him getting mad juz like dat... at one of his best friends???
ok... i have to sort dat out later on myself i guess... aniwaez... other dan dat... had a quarrell wif mi parents as dey want mi to go to their office to work during the hols... which iz wad i shld do as dey have gd intentions... dey want mi to noe how difficult work iz... but i relli am veri packed... and i tell dem i will find it veri hard to go work... and dey take it as an excuse dat i dun want to and scold scold... hmmm.... looks like it wun b a holiday after all???
aniwaez... saw dis story today and felt it waz quite a gd one... so read on...
There once was a little boy who had a bad
temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his
temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence. The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all. He told his father
about it and the father suggested that the
boy now pull out one nail for each day that
he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
were gone. The father took his son by the
hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You
have done well, my son, but look at the
holes in the fence. The fence will never be
the same. When you say things in anger,
they leave a scar just like this one. You
can put a knife in a man and draw it out.
It won't matter how many times you say I'm
sorry, the wound is still there. " A verbal
wound is as bad as a physical one.
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Friday, March 05, 2004
hmmm... todae waz farn... but SUPER TIRING... had nothing to do... so dunno how i went to ask Jason for sumthing to do... den stupidly became the 'unofficial AIC'... stupid man... do so much stuff... but overall de whole thing went on fine... except de first part... ok story in the next paragraph...
so dere were nine buses... so all of dem were supposed to line up on the track... so i was arranging them on the track... when the ms. khoo cum along and tell all of them to juz move off... wad de F man... dere waz no order... i mean i argued a bit... but in the end... aiya... Jason... u too 'ting hua' alreadi... muz noe wad iz rite... so of course... wif de whole school running off searching for their buses... CHAOS... in the end... THANK GOD... we managed to settle the whole thing... oh man!!! dat argghhh... stupid teacher... damn her man... doesn't she noe needa line everione up bfore u move dem off... i mean... izn't dis basic logic???
ok... den reached the stadium... FINALLY!!! ok... den... everithing went well after dat... hmmm... ok... so great job prefects!!! and jason too!!! den... yeah... 306 practically ruled the whole pool!!! we won everi event that could b won except for novelty... which we were disqualified.... not enuff pple...
aniwaez... juz now was chatting wif parrot, sonny, kai, renny... and... hmm... dere waz one more person hu waz well... how to put it... ok... i dunno how to sae dis... ok let's put it dis way... there's this person, x, we added x into the conversation... and x juz left like dat... wif out saeyin a single shit... and dis has occured for so mani months liaoz... and it relli affects de rez of us... i mean... during the dec hols... wad did x sae... where waz de friendship we cherished for so mani years alreadi??? i relli am honestly veri disguested by dis... and i m relli confused by the route this friendship is turning towards... cause during the hols... i mean... it waz all going so well... but once school started??? the change iz too quick... too obvious... too hard for ani of us to accept... x, i dunno whether u'll see dis... cause u noe hu u r... and... lets juz sae dat parrot, sonny, kai n renn... well we r veri concerned bout dis and also bout u... hope u can understand dat... and right now i m relli confused by dis so i guess i need more time to think bout it...
ok... for dose of u, or most of u hu did not understand a single word of the above... nvm... juz take it as it iz sumthing not meant for u to understand k? sorree for saying so chimly until u guyz cannot understand but relli... i can't make u guyz understand k? thnx...
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
hmmm... i muz sae sumthing elz bout yesterday... so wierd... i tot having superb dae after hitting that kinda form during trials, then at night... i fell alseep on the sofa!!! i woke at 2.30... realizing i haven done mi hw... so swai... cldn't believe it... so faster rush... den.... at least finished history...
ok... todae got back phy paper... and i PASSED!!! 31 / 50... sumhow... but got a lotta careless mistakes... or elz cld have been at least 35... like gradient i take x as y and y as x... damn stupid... den got a lotta other stupid shit mistakes... but nvm... dun i alwais make dem for everi tests???
other dan dat... today completed 'lang du'... i onli got 9!!! shit... lose to qb... aiya... damn... read too fast... wasted man... next time relli muz control mi speed... aniwaez... i feel veri extra now... today asked jason got ani duty for mi to do during swim carnival cause i m free tomolo... den he sae help him... so a bit like unofficial aic... but damn extra... cause mi name not even on the list... nv mind... ain't i alwais extra??? ok... byeiz...
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
I am so happi now... yeah!!! ***smiles***
Today concluded mi sji school bowling team trials for nationals 'b' div... and today i got the bez score... YEAH!!... 765 for four games... 191 avg. overall!!!!! so happi... even can win aloy wif dis kinda score... but i noe aloy give lotsa chance one lah... but he still win over eddy by 400++ pins.... whoa lau... wanna whack him... ok... so today didn't relli start off dat well, 134 for first game, which is equal to screwed... but somehow came back in the second game wif a 195... and was onli one frame away from clean game... muz have one stupid split... ok... den third game waz de most shiok... CLEAN GAME + Five Bagger + Double = 247!!!!!! So SHiok!!!... and could have broken aloy's high score if when i goin for six bagger dat time... de 10th pin drop... it was shaking and shaking... den the machine cum down... den final game should have gotten clean game... but falter at last frame... but nvm... still 189... so happi enuff... wait... wad happi... it is SHIOK...
Den today saw Ronald chatting wif sum gurl over the fone for so long... furthermore using hong liang's fone... den i look at it and see another 'one of those' surfacing... aiya... (read mi blog downwards... concerning dis topic of relationships).... i see dis kinda thing 'mei you qian tu'... but nvm... let him decide his own fate... ok... so in school... everione got back hist test results... and de whole class kana F9 except for one Andrew Sim!!! 42... juz escaped F9... so i'm not too sad bout getting F9... den after dat... oh yeah... PE!!! Irwan was away at cross country nationals so bernard teo took over our class and den made us run 2.4 wif 301 and sae wad we challenge dem... aiya... i mean... 301 everione so serious one... and we all 306 all slack lah... Calvin ran wad 15++ mins... when he ran 10:10 last year... den dunno y i felt dat i slacked but sumhow hit 12:17... so maybe can do quite well... dunno how i maintained it... cause i nv run at all during hols... den bernard teo go and xia lan mi sae wad i even lose to Jason even though Jason did not run at all last year... but the fact iz dat i won Jason... but aiya... hack lah...
Ok... I came home and tumbled onto mi bed and slept till 9.30... so now needa rush through hw... ok... byeiz... **SHIOK DAY**
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Hey... i'm blogging during English period... ha ha... Tracy Goh and her shit... she nv evven see a damn thing... aniwaez... i did blog last nite.. but den forgot to click on "publish" so in the end did not publish... aniwaez... after this got selections and i am veri veri scared... ok coming back tonite...
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Let's see... today was a fairly good day... hist lesson first period... watched a stupid Mussolini video... but nvm... itz betta dan sleeping listening to LSL... den got back mi second hist test!!! eight marks... hmmm... oh man... i got F9 for 2158... 35 / 100... but nvm... dis iz wad i expected aniwae... den LSL saed no moderation of marks even when the whole class failed... aiya hack her lah... den got back A Maths paper... was expecting to fail as a lot of mi classmates were either 18++ to 20++ or juz managed to scrape through... and sumhow i got 30/50... hmmm.... tyco? yeah i wld think so... wait... i musn't go too fast.... before i got back maths results i screwed mi lit essay test... which i relli relli need to do well... do i care? no... den after school stayed back till so late to help Ellen Woo with her attendance for this term blah blah...
Ok... lets see... i'm sure anione hu reads dis wld find it wierd why i dun care even though i screwed mi lit test... cause... dats not what i care now... seriously... what i care now is mi nationals... i'm bowling everiday and itz crazy... bout 6 games everiday... non stop bowling... i dun even noe whether mi hand can take it... but dis crazy mad practicing is showing a lot of results... i bowl a 200 everi 6 games now... hopefully can go one better by doing 2 outta 4 200s during mi trials TOMOLO!!! ok... get back to today... i went bowling after i finished the attendance thingie... and started off badly... 141... den 2nd game also quite bad... 161... den managed to 189... and den 190... and got one 218... and i'm damn happi... dunno why today got so mani strikes... 2 turkeys and one 4 bagger... shiok... and made all mi single pin spares... but wondering why i get quite a lotta splits... there was one game... the first game... had three splits... ok... pray dat it doesn't happen tomolo...
I think i've blogged bout dis bfore... and i have to do it again... why are pple so unhappy??? and dat makes me wonder too... why am i so happi even when i screw all mi tests??? i mean... itz veri wierd the way i look at things so carefreely nowadays... *smiles*... dis iz onli school... and so stressed liaoz??? den wad bout when u enter the job society??? ok... dunno wad to write liaoz... pray hard cause tomolo getting back phy paper plus got trials.... byeiz...
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Monday, March 01, 2004
ok... where to start... yeah... school... din't start dat badly... first day at main gates... did crossing... quite not bad... den go to class... got back E Maths and chem... the two subjects i expected to get A1... and let's juz put it in one word... SCREWED... got 32 / 50 for E Maths... 34.5 / 50 for Chem... all i can sae iz veri careless... which means i'm totally in a pool of shit for TA1... i mean... mi A Maths, Physics... oh man... dead... 2158... i rather be in the 18 stages of hell... (ok... maybe i rather not)... aiya... wad can i do now... PRAY HARD...
Den had P.T.... oh man... i screwed the team up... not dat i wanted to... i mean... dey were no different dan usual... slacking... but dis time... the whole school waz looking on... the track team, rugby team, hockey team... so i called them over and talked and talked and talked... yeah... and i walked out... dey were so stunned... u should have seen their faces man... mouths wide open STUNNED...
Den went bowling... but waz so tired... and at the start screwed up... but after last few games did quite well... two 200s... two 190s... one 175... and mi first game waz... well... dun tok bout it... den waz super tired... den slept a while... juz did a bit of mi king of castle test tomolo... now doing 2158 hw... basically praying veri hard dat i wun screw up other tests...
OK... one last thing... dunno whether its rite for mi to sae dis... ok last nite... i have dis gd fren of mine... she had this BF... quite a few months back... but did not succeed... den all dese months, she keeps saying she wants to forget him... and last nite... she told mi dat it was still unsucessful... this gets mi to wonder... why do we... as 14 year olds... keep our mind all over these kinda stuff rather dan what is well... (if you look at the long term) more important for us... our studies... I noe to dose who oppose dis kinda thinking... i understand... because its hard to settle down into real studying with all the peer pressure and all... but relli... sit down and think... izzit right for us to have a relationship now? if you look around... 95 out of 100 teenager (below 16) relationships end up in disaster... and why? Because we are still not ready for this... and the conditions in society do not allow for it...
I'm sure most people have a dream to fulfil... a goal to reach... a target to hit... most people have different ambitions... i know sum frens who wanna be pilots, engineers, psychologists, doctors etc. I wanna be an entrepreneur, and i know the conditions and circumstances required to fulfil this dream... that is why i have promised myself... i will not be involved in any relationships until I'm 17, which would be my JC years, or to the very least, after my 'O's... this allows me to go full steam with my studies...which at this stage is very important to me...
So to all those out there... crying over lost love... don't despair... there's still time to think... but don't take too long... until you reach the age... where regret won't cure any pain...
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